Morjes!

Welcome to my blog. I write about fitting in, sticking out, and missing the motherland as a serial foreigner.

The view from teaching

This is the view from the standing desk in one of the classrooms at the Language Centre. I think I've underestimated views all my life. There is something to them, isn't there? I may never pay a premium for a view from a house or hotel room, but when a view presents itself, my oh my do I enjoy it.

And with a little over 11 hours of daylight this time of year, I can actually see this view, even during my 8.30am classes. The dark, dark mornings are over. It is now officially light when I wake up in the morning, which makes me so happy. It's also light when I go home after work. Compared to the dimness we endured during the darkest months of winter, this seems like a positive overabundance of sunlight. Overabundance, to the point where I feel grateful every time I look out the window and it is not dark. What a difference!

Metaphorically, the view from teaching is also quite wonderful these days. The job is going well and I feel more and more confident in the system here with every passing week. By the end of my two semesters here, I will have taught students from a good portion of the faculties here. It keeps things interesting to be interacting with students from different fields of study.

There are days I look out at the students in my classroom and think, "you are all Finnish people. When did I ever imagine I would be teaching so many Finnish people?" It's the same thing I used to think looking at a classroom full of Syrians, or Jordanians, or a mix of all-comers in the UAE. And I feel much more at ease now with them. The first semester anywhere is difficult because everything is so new. Even though I feel that my first semester here went quite well, I still remember some dark times where I thought I would never get everything done. Those days were dark in part because I was overwhelmed, and in part because we were teaching in a gloomy old building that we've moved out of since.

Now, the sun has come out, and it will be lovely to watch spring come to my view from teaching.

March 11th, outsourced

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